Monday 13 June 2011

I Can't Think of Any Witty Titles Today

So i'm FINALLY on REAL holidays and it is simply ah-mazing. I love just being able to sit around home watching episode after episode of tv in bed and not feel guilty about it. (gossip girl is my latest show obsession in case you were wondering)

Also though: these holidays are going to be filled with so much medical stuff it kinda also feels like it's not going to be the most fun holidays ever. MRI scans, X-rays, a plethora of different doctors, wisdom teeth removal and the waiting for results are going to be plaguing these 7 weeks of freedom. I'm sure ill blog about each one individually, so be prepared for an onslaught of "I HATE THE MEDICAL SYSTEM" blog posts in the coming weeks!

On the up side: i'm working tomorrow! which excites me very much because it isn't often i'm needed at the office and i'm starting to really feel the pain of being a broke and poor uni student lately!

Anyway, roll on the holidays and more nights of drinking, movies, excessive television watching and lots of friends!

Saturday 4 June 2011

Essays or Death? I choose death.

IT'S ESSAY CENTRAL! PARTY UP!

no. but seriously, it's essay central. why oh why uni decides to lump us with a billion assignments in just two weeks is beyond me, I WOULD RATHER EXAMS! (that was a heat of the moment fueled lie)

so, in my essay stress delirium i'll write you a lovely little post about a few things!

1. The Hangover part II WAS INCREDIBLE. The movie's been getting super mixed reviews an i was told by a lot of people not to get my hopes up before i saw it. but! It was..hilarious. also mildly disturbing and i'll probably have nightmares for the rest of my life, but hilarious none the less. I would definitely recommend it...unless you get really easily offended/you don't have the same twisted humour that i do. (In my opinion, EVERYONE has a little bit of a twisted sense of humour, don't try to hide it people!)


2. i am DETERMINED to have my P's by september of this year. I'm currently sitting on 60? or so hours of driving and i just CAN'T wait to be able to go and do things all by myself (mainly food related things, but you know. i have my priorities straight)
Getting my license is something i was totally unfazed by, i didn't care about, could deal with quite easily up until very recently until i had a big urge to be able to go out and do things without walking, needing to pay for public transport or getting my parents to give me a lift. I NEED INDEPENDENCE DAMMNIT.

anddddd final rant of the day

3. I NEED A MOTHERFUCKING JOB. I honestly, am so poor at the moment it's making me want to cry. And i'ts not like i'm not looking for jobs, i'm honestly sending resume's out at a stupid pace. SO: future employers: PLEASE HIRE ME.


alright, that's the end of this atrocious blog post.
STAY TUNED for more "jacqui has kind of lost her mind" blog posts!

Sunday 29 May 2011

Joshua Ray Morris

I'll do a big, rambling, depressive post in two months when it actually has been a year
but jesus, tonight i miss you.

some nights it just hits you hard.
i honestly wish you were here. so badly.


On a slightly happier note:
Check out Wake The Giants
the band is AWESOME, and they're only getting better!
I know it was your dream for WTG to hit the big time, so i'm doing what i can.
/end of shameless plug.

Late Night Musings

Item One:
i need a tattoo. now.
i know a lot of people think they're tacky, or gross, or just a bad decision. but i find tattoos beautiful. all of them, regardless of whether it takes up your entire body or if it's the tiniest dot in a place nobody would ever see it. I see it as true self expression, i see it as a way of knowing yourself well enough to permanently etch a piece of your inner mind, onto your body for the world to see. I think it takes great courage.
I also know the reasons why i want one, i want one that will constantly remind me of the things i have overcome so far, and to remind me i can face whatever else comes my way. I find i always have trouble with this and i feel as though the tattoo i have in mind...could help me.
either way, i fucking LOVE tattoos. they make me happy, they tell a story.
AND I WANT ONE NOW.






Item two:
OH WOW DO I NEED TO JOIN A GYM.
uni has made me a laaazy laaazy girl. even lazier than i was during the hsc. Time to put down the McDonald's nuggets and pick up some carrot sticks and get back into exercising. YOU CAN DO IT (im hoping....)


Tuesday 24 May 2011

I DON'T Feel Like Dancin'....

SO. I have loved All Time Low for a very very long time, their albums were just getting better and better with catchy lyrics, awesome songs and obviously the sex appeal of their members (mmm...yummy! ;) )

And when they released I Feel like Dancin' a few months ago i was unbelievably excited for the new ATL song! I eagerly clicked on the link and waited patiently as it loaded and when i pressed play....i STILL felt like i was waiting. The problem with the song is that it's missing something, i feel as though it's missing a section or a layer or SOMETHING. The entire song is flat and straight and to be honest, boring.

But, never one to simply give up on a song because the first listen didn't excite me, i gave it a few more tries....yep. STILLLLLL nothing. This made me actually really upset! i WANTED to love the song, but alas it was simply not meant to be.

With the music video now released i still don't feel as though i can get behind the song.



BUT all of that said, i'm not here to bash the band, i will forever love ATL and i am still eagerly awaiting the rest of the dirty work album (although begging the gods of music this song doesn't set the bar for the rest of the album...)

Saturday 21 May 2011

Cleaning Spree

Today, i just really reallY felt like doing a huge clean up...which is really weird for me, usually my room is atrocious.

BUT now i have a lovely, clean room to do ALLLLLL my uni assignments in. MAN IM PUMPED.

Mid semester holidays are in 3 weeks and i can't explain how excited i am to just party, not worry about work, not worry about anything and have fun! It's going to be so good for me.

As much as i love uni, it's incredibly stressful. Especially these last 3 weeks where there are a plethora of assignments to be done/handed in.

On another note: i'm up to season 5 of friends, and the procrastination is amazing!

anyway /end random rant post